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|Thursday, January 14th, 2010|
I am at that point where I don't care if she's there or not.......... Current Mood: cold
|Friday, May 8th, 2009|
|guess its time........
for an update with life wouldn't ya say? Its been a long time since I wrote in this thing. I seem to only visit when the times are bad, or not going so well. This time, the opposite. Things couldn't be better. G/F that loves me, family that loves me, and I am about to have a job w/ J-Mart selling phones. Thats legit.
Only bad thing is I hurt my hand, and got 8 stitches. sucks.
more coming soon. its 7:11am and I am going back to sleep. <3 gnight
|Sunday, August 10th, 2008|
|heres what i have to say to you.
thanks best friend. for the years you and I spent together. going on road trips, spending days among days with one another, and never get tired of it. it was never weird, and it was always so great to have you around.
now, you turn your back on me, for God? fuck you. fuck you forever. I have held it in for so long already, and I hate you Lindsay Jones.
thanks for betraying me. you were a waste of whatever time I spent with you.
this isn't a good entry. but I have lost 4 best friends, and the love of my life. I have held it in for far too long. I am empty. empty empty empty..............
|Monday, April 28th, 2008|
|major update, players
OMG God is so awesome
Current mood: artistic
All I can say is WOW! These past few weeks, my life has been through some terrible times. The strange thing is, is what has become of it. In the past two weeks, I have gotten a DUI, car broke down ($85 to get it towed, $90 to fix it, $90 for the rental car, forgot to renew my insurance, so it was 296 bucks.) That car put me in a spot.
Most importantly, Taryn and I broke up for good. Its whatsever, because I look at it this way. I was in love with the girl of my dreams, and we break up, and I don't get depressed. Upset, confused, emotional? Yes, of course. Mainly, I have focused on the word and spending time reading, and going to church when I can. I am learning how to live soley dependent on God, and man is it amazing.
FULL RELY ON GOD!
Now, next things. I have been making phone calls, or visiting people in Adam Lardner's case, but I have been squashing all beef with anyone, because I love life, and need to just relase the hate out of my heart. I have been hated by alot of people, as I have hated those people as well. Shit over girls, relationships, etc. I am working on a list of people I need to make contact with to say sorry, or them to say sorry. Whoever was in the wrong. I just need as many friends as possible, and some of em I have known for years.
I have called Kylie and setteled all things with her. For those of you who don't know, its one of my ex g/fs. It ended pretty chaotic, but now we have grown up. That released some stress, tension, headaches. Adam Lardner and I are are terms now, and thats good. Known that negro for a while. Richard and I have made ammends, and I talked to some of the kids in the scene at the show the other day, and made ammends with any of them. Its just a good feeling to drop all hate towards someone, because realistically, it was all over dumb crap anyways, who cares?
Lindsay and I have been talking about the scene, and bringing the church to them. I think that is something I am going to add to my agenda. I know alot of these kids jock me, so I am going to try and be as loyal, kind, and generous to them, and ensure their destiny with a ticket to heaven. I am so stoked.
And last, My Dad and I hung out today. He called me wanting to talk and see how I was doing. Its been months since I have talked to him, but he cared for once in his life. I told him I wanted to start playing serious, competitive softball again, and he said "Lets hit right now." So, we went to hit, but I had no equipment. So he brought me some cleats to wear, and bat to hit. Well, as we get done, and I am shagging up the balls to put them back in the bag, he hollers "you like them cleats?" and they were some awesome cleats. I said "yeah why?" and he said "keep em, their your's. $70 cleats. Good deal. Well, I start putting his bats in his bag, and he said to me "see that maroon one? take it with you, its yours." $400 dollar bat, thats another good deal"
I said "thanks santa clause" and he laughed. It was good. Then, to ice the cake, he took me El Tarasco, mexican food on new cut road. Caught up on news. He actually, for once, cared. It was so great to happen, at this time of my life. And its not coincendental, its GOD!
God is so good, and he is taking me on a roller coaster right now, but its full of happiness, and excitment.
You guys have a great week this week, and remember to call me, if you need anything. God Bless
D-Rowe Current Mood: awake
|Tuesday, January 29th, 2008|
|news in the life of D-Rowe
My job is retarded, yet flexible.
My chest tattoo is half-way done.
I am addicted to downloading music.
I got Rock Band. Fun Times
I miss my girlfriend, who is in Indianapolis for school.
I miss my best friend Lindsay, but we will be hanging out alot soon.
I hate hardcore shows, most kids are faggots.
I have a hate for organized religion, and the christians that stand by it.
I have an apartment with a room mate.
I play 360 all the time.
Yeah, Kevo comes home this weekend. Marcus turns 21 this weekend. UFC this weekend. Busy weekend.
Next weekend is hangout time with xLindsay Jonesx and going to nashville.
Imma do me, so you worry about yourself. Current Mood: tired
|Friday, October 5th, 2007|
I am getting sick of working, seriously.
I just want to live like a bum, tour, and leave the US. Never going to happen. I will have to work the rest of my life.
|Tuesday, September 25th, 2007|
I need to get back to working out everyday and going to church every sunday.
God is so great, and sometimes I am blind to see that.
|Sunday, July 29th, 2007|
dude, I keep having terrible nightmares, and its satan hitting me with everything he has. I have weird questions pop up in my head after waking up, but I know the answers to them. or do i?
|Friday, July 27th, 2007|
Lord, take my hand and carry me through these times of sin. I feel like I am going to kill this dude, and its outta my hands. I have hit the point of no regret, meaning, if I kill him, I dont care. and thats not how the Lord wants me to be.
please pray for my temper. it will be the death of me, or someone else
|Wednesday, May 9th, 2007|
|Monday, April 9th, 2007|
i hate everything, honestly
|Sunday, March 25th, 2007|
|RAY!!!! COME PARTY
life as of late has been decent. work is going good, and I love my job and the company I work for. They treat their employee's right. Also, I should have my insurance cards in the mail soon. I now have insurance for the first time since I turned 18. AWESOME!
My car has been acting up, as usual. I love my car, yet I need a new one. I just hate thinking of another "bill" such as a car payment. I just don't like the idea of it. I would love to have one though.
I am excited about this week. I am going to see the Indiana Pacers, Cleveland Cavaliers gaqme in Indy. Partying in a hotel afterwards. RAY!!!!! come party.
Everyone, call me. I miss some faces.
Blake and Jeremy, CALL ME next time you all get together and play video games. You all are more than welcome to come play xbox 360 at my house, or I can come out, either way. I have a 57 inch tv now, so its amazing at my house.
Call me dudes
|Friday, January 19th, 2007|
I just don't like alot of my friends anymore.
|Monday, December 25th, 2006|
heres something for you hardcore kids.....
I was at prayer for cleansing's last show ever
I was at Love Is Red's last show ever
I was at As Hope Dies last show ever
I saw Martyr AD 5 times
Slayer was amazing at ozzfest
So was Dimmu Borgir
I seen the Promise twice.
Cannibal Corpse was tight live.
Got to see Comeback Kid with original vocals.
I seen Bury Your Dead when 20 people was there, tops.
I saw Most Precious Blood and The Promise in a art gallery back in 2000
I did a little Touring.
I just see what it meant then, and how it means nothing now. But, I figured I could rub it in.
|Sunday, December 24th, 2006|
death metal is way better than your hardcore bullshit.
|Thursday, December 14th, 2006|
Kinda sucks walking into work, and seeing a memorial of a person you have known for a little bit, but just lost touch with?
Zach Baird, related to Matt Ray. My close friends know who Matt Ray is. well, I cam to work today, to see Zach's face on a picture, and it struck me. I used to play cards with Zach and Matt and a few of our friends every wednesday. I used to remember having a beer, and messing with Zach because he drank to much, and I would make him call my bluff. hahahahaha. I feel so bad for Matt Ray man. He has been through alot of family loss, and this can't help. Matt Ray isn't a religious guy, but if you could, pray for him and his family. They are going through a rough time.
I miss my g/f already. I really can't wait to have a home with her. I can't wait to have home with Christ.
|Sunday, December 10th, 2006|
so recently I have been d/ling instrumentals and getting pissed off and rappin to some tight beats. I mean I have been thinking of all the negativity in my life, and I turn it into fuel to fill the songs. Its pretty tight.
Gosh I guess I really am a wigger.
|Saturday, December 9th, 2006|
anyone hoping to see me tonight, sorry. I won't be going to the show. i don't feel like putting myself in a situation where I am going to be around 50 douche bags and probably fight half of em. Just don't want to be in that position. Sorry seriously. I don't know how else to say that.
I feel so fucking empty. I have my chance to see her tonight, but I don't feel its right. She wants her space and time, so I have to respect it.
and it fucking sucks..................
boxing at my house tonight. we have like 4-5 people down for doing it.
all i can do is pray for patience because I cannot wait to see her. I am so anxious to just hold her, kiss her forehead, and tell her I love her to death.
I am beating my head up over this. I am flipping out for nothing. I just want to hold her in my arms.